So, as I previously mentioned, this weekend was supposed to be awesome. Regardless of how I was feeling, it was the only thing I was looking forward to all week. Well, everything seemed alright at first. My mom was about to leave, Shannon was getting ready. Then time just kept passing and I called her to see what was up.
I'm not mad, at all in fact. I should be, but I'm not. I understand why she backed out. It's fucking weird meeting someone for the first time that you know you already like. I was scared as all hell, and now I still am. I'm not mad, no... but I'm terrified now. I don't really know what's ever going to become of any of this.
The part that bugged me was the fact that she stopped even talking to me. Turned her phone off and I guess went to sleep. I don't even know.
I got a text during all of this, that said "Come to the fair" from Hannah. I told her I was in south Jersey and she responded with "You would be." I'm really not sure why I mentioned that, or even what it means.
I just wish that break was sooner, because I'm really not going to be up for this week after this.
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