Shannon

So, I decided to kind of just write about the girl I've been talking to because that's what you do on blogs I suppose. So where can I start...

I met Shannon through random mishaps and adventures on Final Fantasy XI, and began talking to her as just some other pixelated character in the game. After talking a bit we discovered that we both live in NJ, and that she lives down by my mom's house. We just kept talking, and I gave her my number so she could call me if they needed me for stuff on XI, and that sort of led to us just talking more.

Random things happened involving flying to Minnesota and bitching, that led her to stop talking to the person she was talking to, and I sort of guessed that it happened, but wasn't entirely sure. I'd say we became pretty close after that, and one night at Andrew's she was having a really tough night and texted me and I talked her through it, much like she talked me through a lot of the shit I was dealing with here at home. One thing led to another and I told her that I liked her.

I don't really know how to describe whatever this relationship is, because it's definitely more than friends... but not really anything else. And here's the thing that bugs me about it all. She's really awesome, and really pretty, and I'm really just a pussy. We're yet to meet, although we both have sort of jokingly agreed to it. I'm really nervous to meet her for the first time, because I just feel like I'll do something dumb, or not be what she expected. I don't know how else to really put it other than the way we've been fucking around, so I'll just use it. She's like a solid 9/10 (She doesn't get 10 because I can't be that nice in something she'll potentially see!) and I'm just fucking Dan.

I just feel like I'm incredibly lucky right now, and it's only a matter of time before myself steps back in and says "lolDan GTFO!"

That's really all I wanted to get off my chest... I pray to the powers that be that I will maybe be succesful in this endeavor and potentially find someone I really like being with, but that's not for me alone to decide. Either way, I'm having a really great time talking to her now.

I'm really bad at endings, guess I'll just say "Fin."